NIGAHIGA UPDATE Dude vs. Wild - The Desert

it's been a long time :) This guy's got some great videos, i'm subscribing his channel for more than a year now :)

Justin Bieber -That Should Be Me (Cover by Marie Digby)

someone noticed my favorite bustin jieber song! yey! leally good :)

S is for... 25 “S” things in love.

S is for... 25 “S” things in love.

(This one’s crazy, I never knew I could make all these)

S is for 1    SCAR, evidence of pain
S is for 2    SHOUTING before going to bed.
S is for 3    SICKNESS
S is for 4    SIN
S is for 5    SHIT
S is for 6    SLUT, who’ll never find true love.
S is for 7    SLOTH, who’ll never work to be loved.
S is for 8    $, all money never love.
S is for 9    SUCKER, sucker for love.
S is for 10    SOMETHING,
S is for 11    SOMEONE, but;
S is for 12    never ANYTHING and EVERYTHING.
S is for 13    SILICON you put inside your small boobs.
S is for 14    SEX, with or without love.
S is for 15    SPERM hated and love.
S is for 16    SAYING “I love you” to someone who can’t even say OK.
S is for 17    SHORTCUTS and false SOLUTIONS.
S is for 18    SALIVA you use in kissing.
S is for 19    SANITY, when happiness is insanity.
S is for 20    SUNSHINE, you like seeing on your loved one’s face.
S is for 21    SPONGEBOB.
S is for 22    SCHOOL you hated and loved, place you once met each other.
S is for 23    SACRIFICE and SACRED.
S is for 24    SIGARETTE, SHAMPAGNE and SHABU 
S is for 25    SINGLE, and so am I 

One of Twenty-one Guns

-Giving up, maybe our last choice. It should really be. But somehow we’ll realize that it is the best. No wards and disasters if we all just give up on a hard battle. And this, is irony.

Love Travel

90 miles I will be travelling, maybe too far but I will work on it.
I am searching for something only my heart would know.
If I ran out of fuel, I’ll use my bicycle and maybe I’ll find love like those on the movies.
Weathering storms and breezing thoughts, hot air, nothing can stop me on my journey of feelings.

Happiness up the hill and fear over valleys, sorrows under tunnels and noise in the city, anywhere I’ll go there’ll be whirlwinds of emotions but I’ll speed up and will never step on the break. I’ll go moving ‘til eternity if it will take that long.
Finding true love that only my heart would choose.

Now I’m on my barefoot, running ‘til I bleed, hurting and tired. But I am not quitting, maybe I’ll rest but not too much, because I think I can see what my heart is searching for, maybe not.
I’ll be careful with my heart and won’t just grab opportunities.
Won’t hurry love and I know it’s worth waiting.

Lady Gaga, theatricality.

I know gaga’s good with theatricality and stuff, my favourite TV show glee even made an episode just for her.

I never thought her voice would be very beautiful until I heard ALEJANDRO and SPEECHLESS, she’s left me one.

Lyrics to most of her songs are even greater. I then appreciated POKER FACE because of the slow version of GLEE, and SPEECHLESS is so emo.

I can’t see something wrong for a man being a fan of gaga, I just love her genius, her personal touch to her songs, mv’s and performances.

and I’m just...

A FREE BITCH, BABY.

YOU.

Dear you. I’m sorry if you think I betrayed you, I really did not.

When I said I don’t want to have a bestfriend, I really meant it.
When I said that most of my past bestfriends experienced bad luck and anger, I meant it.

I may be stupid for that belief of mine, but at least I was honest.

I never betrayed you, nor did I pushed you away.

I loved and treasured you more than just I did to most of my “regular” friends, because you were never “regular” to me, you were special and will still be special, if we wish so.

This girl was my family, my company and seatmate for 2 years, so please do not blame us for calling each other as bestfriends, we may be bestfriends, but still not the bestfriends I was talking about.
 I believe I did not lied.

I’m not a perfect person, and I completely disappoint people who wish I am.

I’m an asshole, forgive me for being such.

If we can’t be friends again, then just please remember the good memories we had together, because I still do.

And I’m sorry for all the tease and jokes I’m still doing to you, I’m helping myself be comfortable 

Hung-over and over

“And now the party’s over, and everybody’s gone, i’m left here with myself and i wonder what went wrong...It doesn’t really matter, I’mma just hung over you”
-Kesha Rose

-Pretending. The music, if I am right that this is really personally about Ke$ha, then this maybe also like me. Every smile hides another face, unhappy, not contented and in some matter, showing strength to people, because these people get strength from your image. Cry and make their world collapse, be strong and they’ll lean on you. That is good. But “when the party’s over”, I’ll hung over. To someone.

Dark Sunglasses-

I got dark eye bugs because it was hard for me to sleep all night.
I was listening to your songs on your playlist on my phone.
I was thinking of you ‘til dawn.

I tried counting sheeps like what they do on TV,
but even the TV signed off, and still i can’t sleep.

The morning is here now, i am going to somewhere.
My eyes are so tired that’s why I wore dark sunglasses, keeping the pain
under the lenses, covering my soul and without any sense.

I’m afraid to welcome the night time again because I might not get to sleep again.
I’m feeling more than alone now.
I have nobody to love and nobody loves me.
I want someone who’ll understand who I am again.
Wishing no more nights of loneliness, no more nights of pain.
No more sleepless nights, no more cold summer nights.

Then on the day time I saw the face of the perfect girl, seems like we’ve seen each other a long time ago. She smiled at me, got close, touched my dark sunglasses then removed it. I felt chills and morning breeze, later I knew, I found the girl I’ll love.

Piano-GIAN

You're the keys to my piano i never learned to press on,

chords to my strings i never ever touched,

from the bass of my dreams and percussions...

 

Listening to acoustics and unfinished songs,

doing poetry, staring at clouds and thinking of you.

baby what happened please tell me can we work this out again,

cause i feel of loving you forever and always.

 

So i feel that it rains when you left, it rains when i'm alone.

But i will stay here at the corner of the street, wishing to see you, wishing of love, forever and always.

 

'Cause all the music on my phone spells you,

all the words on my book reads you,

all the days and nights i think of you.

 

But babe it rains at night, i rains when you're gone.

But i'm kissing my teardrops as i miss kissing your lips.

Wishing the stars tonight are guiding you,

and that maybe you'll come back and we shall say again,

forever and always.

 

This is a song i made Just one of hundreds... Let's close this summer...soon.