YOU.

Dear you. I’m sorry if you think I betrayed you, I really did not.

When I said I don’t want to have a bestfriend, I really meant it.
When I said that most of my past bestfriends experienced bad luck and anger, I meant it.

I may be stupid for that belief of mine, but at least I was honest.

I never betrayed you, nor did I pushed you away.

I loved and treasured you more than just I did to most of my “regular” friends, because you were never “regular” to me, you were special and will still be special, if we wish so.

This girl was my family, my company and seatmate for 2 years, so please do not blame us for calling each other as bestfriends, we may be bestfriends, but still not the bestfriends I was talking about.
 I believe I did not lied.

I’m not a perfect person, and I completely disappoint people who wish I am.

I’m an asshole, forgive me for being such.

If we can’t be friends again, then just please remember the good memories we had together, because I still do.

And I’m sorry for all the tease and jokes I’m still doing to you, I’m helping myself be comfortable 